4.19.2011
Week 32: '67 Pontiac Firebird 400
I had a strange thing happen to me today.
I picked up my son from preschool, and turning out of the parking I remembered pulling out of the parking lot at my high school as part of driving lessons.
You have to understand: "remembered" does not do justice to this experience. This memory was suddenly, completely, absolutely there, after 32 years, like Luke Skywalker absolutely yet unexpectedly seeing a hologram of Princess Leia asking for Obi Wan's help -- one moment, he's messing with a droid, the next he's seeing a little lady. Except my experience was not miniaturized (and it is my wife who has the Droid [phone]).*
The feel of the steering wheel, the nervousness and excitement I had experience, the unfamiliar tension of the wheel as it turned, the actual emotions of being 16, clicked on and lighted up my mind, not gradual like a compact fluorescent but immediate like an old-school incandescent.
I do not know what triggered the memory.
I didn't even know my noggin had retained that memory.
Listen, I have no idea.
Today's picture is a muscle car from days of youthful yore, the kind of car that was much more common on the roads when I was learning to drive, the kind of car on which we all wanted to learn to drive, the kind of car I might have even seen in the school parking lot.
From days when the term "burnout" was a 50/50 split between setting tires spinning and someone who probably wouldn't finish school but was too mellow to care. (I understand "burnout" is still used for both, but when I was in school, it was part of the everyday lexicon.)
From days when a 1967 Pontiac was classic, but not yet "classic," as it was only 12 years old.
While I miss the cars, I do not miss those days -- they weren't full of fond memories -- but something nonetheless triggered that driving school memory completely independent of good or bad, completely independent of willful nostalgia. The return to driving school lasted for a good 10 to 12 seconds and then was gone.
Leaving a trail of smoke from the tires as it drifted away back into the past.
*As terrible as the Droid joke is, I thankfully scratched the reprise of "little lady" to refer to my wife, which even I could not do.
Smokin' Pontiac Firebird photo courtesy of Phil Pekarcik.
Car part of the Hot Wheels 2010 New Models collection.
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You weren't nibbling on a madeleine by chance, were you? Dipping it in some Earl Grey in the cup holder?
ReplyDeleteI have completely random memories hit my conscious every now and then. Makes me wonder what they are all doing in there. Maybe they took a wrong turn down a neural pathway and have been 'LOST' all these years. Now they have found thier way home.
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